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[OPEN POST] vivaaaaa las vegas
Characters: Julian Keller, you!
Setting: Your dorm room door.
Content: Look this is the start of an epic vacation. Get in line.
Status: Open and incomplete.
Thread-jacking: JACK AWAY.
NOTE: Those tagged are the doors he's knocking on. If your character is not tagged, you're free to throw them in the mix another way.
[Sometimes... Julian is impulsive, rash, and just plain extravagant for the sake of being extravagant. This doesn't necessarily explain why he's knocking on your door, but it's about to.]
Setting: Your dorm room door.
Content: Look this is the start of an epic vacation. Get in line.
Status: Open and incomplete.
Thread-jacking: JACK AWAY.
NOTE: Those tagged are the doors he's knocking on. If your character is not tagged, you're free to throw them in the mix another way.
[Sometimes... Julian is impulsive, rash, and just plain extravagant for the sake of being extravagant. This doesn't necessarily explain why he's knocking on your door, but it's about to.]
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He leans down, nudges his head gently against hers. His lips hover over the shell of her ear.]
I just want us to have some fun.
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He looks down between them, just as uncertain and lost as she is. He doesn't know what to say to make her feel better, doesn't know if he should say anything. If he were a bit more self-aware, maybe he'd know he was afraid to bring it up. He just knows he has to be careful. Has to... he doesn't know. He has no idea.]
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Look, sweetheart... [He trails off, but his eyes don't leave hers. They're focused, unwavering, even as he wavers inside. One of his hands lifts to push back her hair. He wants to say and not say so many things. Tell her he loves her, ask what she's thinking, tell her what he is, tell her he's doing this for them. Nothing seems right. Seems honest.
His voice is strong, but gentle.] What's going on with us?
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I don't know.
[It's not so much a lie as it's an inability to even begin to try and put all of this mess into words. She shakes her head again, taking a few steps back and half turning away. Her tone is soft and unsure as she repeats herself.] I just don't know.
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I hurt you. Or I - you're upset. [He blurts the words out, unthinkingly. But he feels that they are true.]
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[She drops down onto her bed, gloved hands starting to toy with each other in her lap.]
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Julian swallows and looks off to the side, to the ground, and then lets out a shaky exhale.]
It's getting harder. [His voice is low, slightly rough.] Not being able to-
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Don't say it like that. [The words are firm, even agitated.]
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Yeah, you could say it like it's not your fault.
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[Some of the blame and loathing has been reined in favour of a more matter-of-fact tone but it's still there. She can't hold his gaze anymore and drops it to the floor for a moment before shifting it to some random point to the side.]
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He closes the space between, reaches down to gently grab her fingers.]
Your mutation does not make it your fault. It's no one's fault. You didn't choose this, so don't act like you did.
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He looks down at her relentingly, keeps ahold of her hand as he quietly acquiesces to her question, and sits down besides her. His body is angled towards her; one of his knees presses against hers. He looks down at their folded hands, trying to for the right words.]
We are a normal couple. We just can't-
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[Her voice is small, void of its previous bite, and her eyes drop to their entwined hands as well.] And I want to be with you too. You were right before. This... this has all just gotten so much harder lately.
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His eyes close for a brief few seconds; he lets out a heavy, short breath. His voice is low, soft, rough.]
I know. We need to... figure something out.
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Well, I'm open to ideas. The last time I tried... it didn't exactly go real well.
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