http://kickasstelekine.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] kickasstelekine.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] xmutanthigh2011-04-27 10:53 am

[OPEN POST] vivaaaaa las vegas

Characters: Julian Keller, you!
Setting: Your dorm room door.
Content: Look this is the start of an epic vacation. Get in line.
Status: Open and incomplete.
Thread-jacking: JACK AWAY.
NOTE: Those tagged are the doors he's knocking on. If your character is not tagged, you're free to throw them in the mix another way.


[Sometimes... Julian is impulsive, rash, and just plain extravagant for the sake of being extravagant. This doesn't necessarily explain why he's knocking on your door, but it's about to.]

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I know. [Her hands find his chest automatically as he pulls her towards him. Green eyes look off to the side, avoiding his as her teeth begin to tug at her bottom lip.] You sure there ain't more to this than just taking a break as a team?

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
[She doesn't say anything, her gaze shifting up to his for a brief moment before dropping again. The lip biting stops as she tries to simultaneously consider question at hand and also try to push away the rising tension within her. It's not exactly a successful effort on either front.]

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
[She moves back a minuscule distance, not even realising that she is. They've been avoiding the issue for at least a month now if not two and she's still no more eager to go into it now than she was before. It's a moment before she finally manages to flick her gaze up again, keeping it there this time.] So Vegas. Did you talk to anyone else yet? [It's an attempt to change the conversation and a really poor one at that. Nothing in her demeanor's changed and her tone is strained.]

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Rogue lets out the breath she didn't even realise that she'd been holding in a soft whoosh of air. Her hands leave his chest, one brushing against his on her hair before dropping. She shakes her head, shrugging just a little.]

I don't know.

[It's not so much a lie as it's an inability to even begin to try and put all of this mess into words. She shakes her head again, taking a few steps back and half turning away. Her tone is soft and unsure as she repeats herself.] I just don't know.

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[That gets her attention and her head snaps around to look at him.] What? No. No, you didn't. And I'm not.

[She drops down onto her bed, gloved hands starting to toy with each other in her lap.]

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
Touch? Make love? Be a normal couple? [There's a great deal more than just a touch of emotion in Rogue's voice. Some of it's tension, some of it's irritation, some of it's anger, and a lot of it is self loathing. She grits her teeth for a moment, hands curling into fists for a brief moment before flattening against her thighs.] Yeah. I know.

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
There's another way to say it? [The words are sharp but the anger within them isn't directed at him. It never is when this particular issue comes up.]

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
My mutation, my fault.

[Some of the blame and loathing has been reined in favour of a more matter-of-fact tone but it's still there. She can't hold his gaze anymore and drops it to the floor for a moment before shifting it to some random point to the side.]

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[The touch draws her eyes back up to his and she gives a resigned little sigh.] But that doesn't change anything, Julian. It doesn't matter if I blame myself or not, the problem's still the same.

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[She shakes her head a little, pushing away her frustration with his insisting words.] It doesn't matter. Look, can we not talk about this? [The 'this' is very deliberate and a punctuated with a squeeze of his hand.]

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 06:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Rogue just gives him a look, cutting off any more words that might follow those. It's a moment before she says anything, her tone has a hint of bitter amusement in it.] Normal? We're mutants, we're X-men, and we can't actually touch. I think we can just take the word 'normal' out of the equation, sugah.

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-04-30 08:15 pm (UTC)(link)
But I want to.

[Her voice is small, void of its previous bite, and her eyes drop to their entwined hands as well.]
And I want to be with you too. You were right before. This... this has all just gotten so much harder lately.

[identity profile] canstillkickass.livejournal.com 2011-05-01 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Rogue nods, trying to force some of the tension out of her body. She doesn't mean to take out her anger on him, doesn't mean to hurt him unintentionally. There's a moment before she manages a brief half smile and shrugs.]

Well, I'm open to ideas. The last time I tried... it didn't exactly go real well.