http://never-too-cold.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] never-too-cold.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] xmutanthigh2011-03-01 08:08 pm

Bobby's aftermath threads

Characters: Bobby, Laura, John, Jono, and anyone else who wants to jump in
Setting: Various places
Content: There's a lot of things to deal with in the wake of the past couple of days...
Status: Open(ish) and incomplete

Okay, so, in order to preserve my sanity while I get back into the rhythm of things with class, I'm trying something a little different. This will work kind of like the day-in-the-life posts, except I'm just going to throw up a few comments for a few specific characters, and then a general "Bobby's in the kitchen eating ice cream; come say hi" one which anyone can tag into after that. =)

Comments will be in vague chronological order, but we all know that TIME IS IN FLUX at XMH, so it doesn't matter too much when this stuff happens!

Hope it's not confusing!

[identity profile] dazzlerock.livejournal.com 2011-03-03 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
[Ali snorts, nearly spraying Bobby with beer.]

Probably not. She hates me, if the whole trying to kill me thing didn't tip you off. [She gestures to the thin welts fading on her neck from where Lois had tried to throttle her.] Guess I'm just a glutton for punishment.

[identity profile] dazzlerock.livejournal.com 2011-03-03 09:04 am (UTC)(link)
I just...I know she's not a bad person. I keep thinking that if I just try hard enough, maybe she'll figure that out, too. [She looks over at Bobby, trying to peer into his life. He's got much more experience as a hero than she does, his leadership skills are a testament to that, and she can't help but hope he has some kind of answer for her.] Is that totally crazy? No matter what she's done, I just...

[Ali flounders, her thoughts and words and feelings a horrible jumble of conflicts, the only thing she's truly sure of is that blood is blood and regardless of their differences, she and Lois have the same running through their veins.]

Guess it doesn't really matter what I do now, anyway.

[identity profile] dazzlerock.livejournal.com 2011-03-05 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
[Ali is silent, motionless except for the tipping of her bottle to pour more beer into her mouth. She considers what he says about choices, about trying, about John. She's not sure how to feel; about Lois, about John...about anything.]

You know, not to whatever, but I'm getting a little tired of Pyro being used as the be all end all example of self-guided reform. [She sighs, half defeated before she's begun. Her hand instinctively grazes her throat, the marks there her sister made.] I don't believe he ever had the same kind of darkness that Lois does. I saw it in her eyes when she tried to strangle me.

I want to believe you, about choices, but part of me wonders...even if Lois did choose a different path, would it matter? I don't have the weight to argue a second chance for her, and honestly? I can't think of anyone else who would.

She's a death dealer, it's what she lives for. Seems hopeless to try and change that, but...I still want to. More than anything.

[identity profile] dazzlerock.livejournal.com 2011-03-07 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Ali rolls her eyes at Bobby snapping at her. Lately, John has been the poster boy for reform and while Ali can understand why a small part of her still feels nervous around the pyrokine, unable to forget his admission that he was almost responsible for her death. She drops that subject, though, favouring the other.]

It isn't. An option, I mean. I just... [She shrugs, resignedly, and drinks more of her beer.] What can I even do? I'm a nobody Bobby, I'm not even a X-man like you are. Nobody's going to give two shits if I want to help her or not. I'm lucky enough that Jono and I didn't get the fucking boot from Frost.