xmutanthigh | So you think you know angst and awkwardness?

kickasstelekine: (12:51:29 AM) Hey.
hard2begreen: (12:52:00 AM) Hey
hard2begreen: (12:52:20 AM) how's your head?
kickasstelekine: (12:53:38 AM) Heh, it's been better.
kickasstelekine: (12:53:41 AM) How are you?
hard2begreen: (12:53:47 AM) fine
hard2begreen: (12:53:51 AM) tired
kickasstelekine: (12:54:00 AM) Get much sleep?
hard2begreen: (12:54:07 AM) Not really
hard2begreen: (12:54:11 AM) I just
kickasstelekine: (12:54:16 AM) Me either
hard2begreen: (12:54:20 AM) sorry about yesterday
kickasstelekine: (12:54:35 AM) Don't be sorry.
kickasstelekine: (12:54:38 AM) I'm sorry.
kickasstelekine: (12:54:45 AM) I'm really really sorry.
hard2begreen: (12:54:50 AM) don't
hard2begreen: (12:55:04 AM) you were drunk and I was female
hard2begreen: (12:55:08 AM) it's fine
kickasstelekine: (12:55:17 AM) No, it's not
kickasstelekine: (12:55:28 AM) It wasn't okay
kickasstelekine: (12:55:37 AM) I was trying to take advantage of you
kickasstelekine: (12:55:42 AM) for all the wrong reasons
hard2begreen: (12:55:46 AM) I wasn't acting much better
hard2begreen: (12:55:51 AM) I know
kickasstelekine: (12:56:09 AM) Okay so we're both sorry
hard2begreen: (12:56:15 AM) exactly
kickasstelekine: (12:56:23 AM) Even though you have nothing to be sorry about
hard2begreen: (12:56:29 AM) you either
hard2begreen: (12:56:41 AM) you should probably just let me win this one, it would make me feel better
kickasstelekine: (12:56:51 AM) Back to square one, heh
hard2begreen: (12:57:01 AM) yeah
hard2begreen: (12:57:11 AM) so I still feel weird
hard2begreen: (12:57:39 AM) can we forget about this whole thing? selective amnesia or something like that
kickasstelekine: (12:58:21 AM) okay
hard2begreen: (12:58:29 AM) okay
kickasstelekine: (1:00:45 AM) we're friends right?
hard2begreen: (1:01:09 AM) yes!
hard2begreen: (1:01:29 AM) friends that should only see each other sober but friends
hard2begreen: (1:01:36 AM) that was a joke
hard2begreen: (1:01:44 AM) sorry, lack of sleep
kickasstelekine: (1:01:52 AM) heh, I got it
hard2begreen: (1:02:03 AM) ok, good
hard2begreen: (1:02:09 AM) wanted to make sure
kickasstelekine: (1:02:35 AM) It was only a one time thing. I was just being a fucking idiot.
kickasstelekine: (1:02:52 AM) Seriously I know you were uncomfortable.
kickasstelekine: (1:02:59 AM) I shouldn't have pushed it.
hard2begreen: (1:03:05 AM) I was too. It's been a really weird couple of months
hard2begreen: (1:03:10 AM) I should have pushed you away
hard2begreen: (1:03:24 AM) I was feeling lonely and I'm an idiot
hard2begreen: (1:03:27 AM) seriously
kickasstelekine: (1:03:55 AM) It's been weird for me too.
kickasstelekine: (1:04:09 AM) I shouldn't have even started anything.
kickasstelekine: (1:04:15 AM) I was just really really drunk.
kickasstelekine: (1:04:22 AM) I wasn't thinking.
hard2begreen: (1:04:27 AM) I know, really
hard2begreen: (1:04:44 AM) I'm not mad or anything
hard2begreen: (1:05:18 AM) can we keep this between us? it's not like it's going to happen again or meant anything
kickasstelekine: (1:05:29 AM) no yeah definitely
hard2begreen: (1:05:36 AM) good
hard2begreen: (1:05:38 AM) thanks
kickasstelekine: (1:05:53 AM) anytime
kickasstelekine: (1:05:59 AM) I mean not anytime
kickasstelekine: (1:06:02 AM) I mean
kickasstelekine: (1:06:07 AM) fuck :P
hard2begreen: (1:06:22 AM) I believe that was the problem in the first place
hard2begreen: (1:06:27 AM) wow, really bad joke
hard2begreen: (1:06:33 AM) sorry, sorry. I suck at this
kickasstelekine: (1:06:37 AM) No it's okay
kickasstelekine: (1:06:44 AM) I just have this problem with my mouth and my foot
hard2begreen: (1:06:51 AM) story of my life
hard2begreen: (1:07:05 AM) I can't even type without making a fool of myself
kickasstelekine: (1:07:36 AM) heh
kickasstelekine: (1:07:40 AM) Stop rubbing off on me
hard2begreen: (1:08:14 AM) I'll try
hard2begreen: (1:09:14 AM) never knew I had this effect, I'll be sure to try and contain myself
kickasstelekine: (1:10:43 AM) heh yeah
kickasstelekine: (1:10:48 AM) You're contagious and all
hard2begreen: (1:10:58 AM) it's the green
kickasstelekine: (1:11:10 AM) Like a weed.
hard2begreen: (1:11:18 AM) clever
kickasstelekine: (1:11:24 AM) I try.
hard2begreen: (1:11:28 AM) clearly
hard2begreen: (1:12:25 AM) so we should never chat online again because this is awkward as hell
hard2begreen: (1:12:28 AM) no offense
kickasstelekine: (1:12:33 AM) heh
kickasstelekine: (1:12:51 AM) I really think it's less about talking online and more about what happened.
hard2begreen: (1:13:35 AM) I thought we agreed to forget about what happened? poof! gone from memory
kickasstelekine: (1:14:04 AM) Right. No recollection of it.
hard2begreen: (1:14:37 AM) right
kickasstelekine: (1:15:49 AM) So what are you up to?
hard2begreen: (1:16:36 AM) nothing much, surfing youtube
hard2begreen: (1:16:38 AM) you?
kickasstelekine: (1:17:14 AM) I was just trying to do some math homework. I'm sitting in on precalc before I go back to next semester.
hard2begreen: (1:17:27 AM) ew, that sounds awful
kickasstelekine: (1:17:55 AM) yeah, Foley's in the class too so it's even worse
hard2begreen: (1:18:15 AM) you should just admit your man crush, you weren't fooling anyone with that fight
hard2begreen: (1:18:33 AM) I still need to collect my money from that
kickasstelekine: (1:18:36 AM) ha ha very funny
hard2begreen: (1:18:45 AM) I know, it's a gift
kickasstelekine: (1:18:50 AM) Oh no not you too :P
hard2begreen: (1:19:08 AM) what? I don't have a trust fund like some people
kickasstelekine: (1:19:41 AM) I don't have a trust fund. Just a bank account that gets replenished monthly. ;)
hard2begreen: (1:20:08 AM) ah, my bad. Well I need to go to target and fifty dollars is better than 5
hard2begreen: (1:20:36 AM) unless you feel like giving to the poor in which case donations are accepted
kickasstelekine: (1:21:14 AM) Are you asking me to pay for your groceries?
hard2begreen: (1:21:54 AM) no, I'm asking you to pay for my new flip-flops
kickasstelekine: (1:22:24 AM) Listen sweetheart, I may be a slut, but I have dignity.
kickasstelekine: (1:22:48 AM) My money. :P
hard2begreen: (1:22:50 AM) I'll be sure to read the fine print next time
kickasstelekine: (1:22:59 AM) Next time?
hard2begreen: (1:23:12 AM) there are other sluts in the sea
kickasstelekine: (1:24:07 AM) I think you just hurt my ego.
hard2begreen: (1:24:27 AM) you want to be the only slut in my life? that's a bit greedy
kickasstelekine: (1:24:32 AM) It's like a sting in my balls or something.
hard2begreen: (1:25:11 AM) you're like a rite of passage, I've sailed that ship and now it's time to find something with less baggage
hard2begreen: (1:25:12 AM) no offense
kickasstelekine: (1:25:31 AM) well thanks
hard2begreen: (1:25:34 AM) but all your exes could kick my ass in an instant
kickasstelekine: (1:25:55 AM) glad to know no one wants my baggage
hard2begreen: (1:26:23 AM) I'm sorry, I solemnly promise that you will be my one and only man-whore
kickasstelekine: (1:26:48 AM) Be still my heart.
hard2begreen: (1:27:18 AM) I'm pretty sure you'll be the only one with a green-girl. you should be honored
kickasstelekine: (1:28:05 AM) Yeah definitely.
kickasstelekine: (1:28:14 AM) I need a medal or something.
hard2begreen: (1:28:23 AM) I'll be sure to make you one
hard2begreen: (1:28:29 AM) just don't go bragging
kickasstelekine: (1:29:45 AM) My lips are sealed
hard2begreen: (1:30:10 AM) good to know
hard2begreen: (1:32:18 AM) I'd hate for Remy to get any ideas.
kickasstelekine: (1:32:37 AM) heh, fucking Cajun
hard2begreen: (1:33:05 AM) I think he's trying to beat your record, you need to keep your eye on him
kickasstelekine: (1:33:42 AM) Heh, I don't really keep count
hard2begreen: (1:33:56 AM) charming
kickasstelekine: (1:34:36 AM) Well, you know, there's just so many
hard2begreen: (1:34:45 AM) Again, charming
hard2begreen: (1:34:51 AM) I'm glad I can join the masses
kickasstelekine: (1:35:09 AM) I have no idea what you are referring to.
hard2begreen: (1:35:30 AM) it must be hard to keep track
kickasstelekine: (1:37:02 AM) Yeah I've probably missed a few
hard2begreen: (1:37:30 AM) don't worry, I'm sure it wont keep you up at night
kickasstelekine: (1:37:54 AM) never does
hard2begreen: (1:38:00 AM) noted.
kickasstelekine: (1:43:17 AM) If you want to know if it meant anything why don't you just ask instead of talking in circles about it?
hard2begreen: (1:43:51 AM) God you're an ass. Could you have a bigger ego?
kickasstelekine: (1:44:28 AM) You're the one talking about lists and masses and calling me a rite of passage.
kickasstelekine: (1:44:34 AM) Not me.
hard2begreen: (1:46:20 AM) looks like you're the one reading into things. you go around parading the fact that you're a sex god and then you get pissy when someone else brings it up?
hard2begreen: (1:46:41 AM) you don't want to be the school slut then don't go after the first hole you see
hard2begreen: (1:47:25 AM) sorry
hard2begreen: (1:47:31 AM) sorry that was out of line
hard2begreen: (1:48:17 AM) I'm not good at this
hard2begreen: (1:48:52 AM) I don't want to be that random girl people keep making mistakes with, that's not your fault
hard2begreen: (1:49:26 AM) Julian say something, please?
hard2begreen: (1:49:43 AM) it's too late to hate me now
hard2begreen: (1:49:56 AM) please
kickasstelekine: (1:51:21 AM) I don't hate you
hard2begreen: (1:51:38 AM) you should. I had no right to say that
kickasstelekine: (1:52:49 AM) You shouldn't refer to yourself as a hole either
hard2begreen: (1:53:10 AM) I
hard2begreen: (1:54:26 AM) yeah, self-pity doesn't clash well with green
hard2begreen: (1:54:29 AM) I really am sorry
kickasstelekine: (1:55:44 AM) it's fine
hard2begreen: (1:55:52 AM) no it's not
kickasstelekine: (1:56:09 AM) you might have brought it up but it's not like I don't have the reputation
hard2begreen: (1:56:16 AM) can you please yell at me? Tell me I'm pathetic and a joke. It's not fine
hard2begreen: (1:56:24 AM) Julian
kickasstelekine: (1:56:42 AM) I'm trying this new thing where I don't yell at people for pissing me off
hard2begreen: (1:56:53 AM) hell of a time to start
kickasstelekine: (1:56:53 AM) So just forget it
kickasstelekine: (1:57:02 AM) No yelling
hard2begreen: (1:57:10 AM) mocking?
hard2begreen: (1:57:14 AM) loathing?
kickasstelekine: (1:57:14 AM) nope
hard2begreen: (1:57:28 AM) I'm giving you permission here
kickasstelekine: (1:57:37 AM) I don't want to yell at you
hard2begreen: (1:57:50 AM) I don't want you to resent me
kickasstelekine: (1:58:02 AM) I don't resent you
kickasstelekine: (1:58:14 AM) Trust me, you would know it if I did
hard2begreen: (1:58:19 AM) what can I do to make this better?
kickasstelekine: (1:58:45 AM) Nothing, I'm fine
hard2begreen: (2:00:02 AM) Look, I said that because I didn't want to be a hole. Because we're friends and I didn't want to muck that up by becoming one.
kickasstelekine: (2:01:22 AM) Stop it okay, seriously.
hard2begreen: (2:01:31 AM) ok
kickasstelekine: (2:01:55 AM) You're not, you know
kickasstelekine: (2:02:29 AM) We're friends
hard2begreen: (2:02:35 AM) and you're not some random manwhore, not to me
hard2begreen: (2:02:43 AM) good
kickasstelekine: (2:02:59 AM) Ali and I fuck all the time. It's not like I don't respect her.
kickasstelekine: (2:03:25 AM) So just, I wasn't trying to make you feel badly.
hard2begreen: (2:03:38 AM) I know! I'm just not used not to it, any of it
kickasstelekine: (2:03:41 AM) Not like that.
kickasstelekine: (2:03:47 AM) I know, and I'm sorry
kickasstelekine: (2:04:02 AM) If I was sober maybe I would have realized that
hard2begreen: (2:04:27 AM) I'm not mad at you for acting like that, I'm mad at myself for wanting that so much even though you were drunk
hard2begreen: (2:04:43 AM) I was never mad at you
kickasstelekine: (2:06:34 AM) okay
kickasstelekine: (2:06:44 AM) I'm still sorry
hard2begreen: (2:06:49 AM) me too
kickasstelekine: (2:07:13 AM) I know I'm irresistible but still
kickasstelekine: (2:07:15 AM) ;)
hard2begreen: (2:08:03 AM) can you please smack yourself upside the head since I'm not there to do it?
kickasstelekine: (2:08:17 AM) Nah, I like my head
hard2begreen: (2:08:29 AM) of course you do
kickasstelekine: (2:08:42 AM) XD
hard2begreen: (2:09:59 AM) wow, I didn't know it was possible for your ego to get any bigger. impressive
kickasstelekine: (2:10:22 AM) I'm told it gets bigger every day.
hard2begreen: (2:11:23 AM) glad I could help
kickasstelekine: (2:11:47 AM) me too
hard2begreen: (2:12:23 AM) I have to be useful for something :P
kickasstelekine: (2:13:04 AM) Might as well be for my ego
hard2begreen: (2:13:13 AM) it's true
kickasstelekine: (2:14:56 AM) okay I have to get going
kickasstelekine: (2:15:00 AM) I'll talk to you later
hard2begreen: (2:15:04 AM) yeah me too
hard2begreen: (2:15:07 AM) sounds good
kickasstelekine: (2:15:11 AM) later
hard2begreen: (2:15:12 AM) bye keller

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